So I started working out again when classes started back up this semester. I used to run at townlake when I moved here, but I hurt my knee in August, so I quit running for a while to give it time to get better. When it was feeling better and I should have started running again I got really busy with school and didn’t. Anyway, I am working out again. I have gone almost every day for 3 weeks and have noticed absolutely no change. I still weigh the same thing after 3 weeks and my measurements are all still the same. I know it won’t get better if I stop, but what’s the point when it makes no difference. I will keep going, I am just frustrated.
I know that when you start working out you gain a little weight. I know that. But that usually subsides and you start losing after no more than 2 weeks. I have been eating better. This is going to make me sound sick…but not eating sounds ideal right now. I like food too much. I couldn’t do the anorexic thing. Not that I want to. I realize that is a sickness people have, it’s not something they choose, but right now I wish I had the will power that they do. I still weigh 15 pounds more than I did when I came to college. I started to outgrow my clothes. I can’t afford new ones. I am frustrated.